Friday, 27 February 2015

A Lent Course part 2 - pondering outsiders


Isaiah 10:1-2  “Ah, you who make iniquitous decrees, who write
oppressive statutes, to turn aside the needy from justice and to rob the poor of my people of their right, that widows may be your spoil, and that you may make the orphans your prey!
Amos 2:6-7 “For three transgressions of Israel, and for four, I will not revoke the punishment; because they sell the righteous for silver, and the needy for a pair of sandals - they who trample the head of the poor into the dust of the earth, and push the afflicted out of the way.”

What does it mean when people are pushed outside? 

There are words of warning to the nation of Israel. They have failed to observe the laws of the Covenant, and it is this, rather than their spiritual worship, with which God is concerned. This should not surprise us, because God has expressed this as a priority from the outset of their life and worship together.
 Notice that both passages here are addressed to two key sectors in society – those who make and shape political policy, and those who are engaged in the world of business. God speaks out against those
who make laws and organise business in a way that oppresses the poor.
What do you think Isaiah and Amos would say to our world today? As Could we write a similar ‘oracle’ and use it as an act of prayer later?

Share experiences of being “outside” – perhaps perceived as different. How does it feel to be outside a group? Dozing on Monday watching 50’s drama about a WPC out of college first day at work in a man’s world – reduced to making the tea and filing. How does it feel to be at the hands of another? Poor? Ill? Bereaved? Homeless? In poverty? And where is God in those moments and what perception do you have of the Church?

When we lived in Storrington, my now ex wife Claire who was an Anglican, used to go into Brighton to find some younger people in church. Average age of Anglicans in our village was about 90. She used to come home and tell stories of people who came into the city centre church and I remember one well. A drunk, homeless, smelly man came into the church during communion while the priest was in full flow and he started shouting at the back. “You haven’t got a clue, you haven’t got an f****ing clue.” For him, the Church was another world, isolated from his suffering.

Want in this session to use some of Tutu’s quotes about a God who comes to the outsider, do a little bit of liberation theology, do some study of the prophet Amos, and I also want to look at some of the document some of the C of E Bishops wrote to the politicians about faith issues prior to the General Election. I have the full document if you would like me to send it to you.

A study of some of Amos will help us here:
1.      What does Amos say about the selfish life in Israel of the rich? (6: 4 – 6) Why did he condemn these things?
2.      The law court was held in the open air in the wide space just inside the city gate. It was called “in the gate.” What does Amos say about the court and what was wrong with it? (2:6 – 7; 5: 10 – 13)
3.      What does Amos say about cheating in the markets (8: 4 – 6)
4.      What does Amos say about the religion of the people? (5: 21 – 24) Why should he condemn the people when they went to the Temple and offered their sacrifices regularly?

Some things to ponder:
1.      Does Amos teach us anything about all of us having a responsibility to speak out God’s word today? Do people accept easily the words of an “outsider”?
2.      Has God ever called you to do something outrageous?
3.      Has God an uncomfortable word for today? Read 7: 7 to 8: 2 – false optimism – building expansion and abundant harvests were thought to be God’s signs of approval – but the optimism ignored the plight of the masses who didn’t benefit from such plenty and building. God will never again pass by, never again just not notice. Disaster predicted!

HOWEVER!
The place of hope in Amos
Read 5: 14 – 15 and 9: 11 – 15
Most of the book has a picture of an inflexible God who has demanded righteousness and expects righteousness, and speaks to people who should know better!
In chapter 5, though, there are hints of a possible way out for some – seek good….and you will live, etc.  
In chapter 9: 11 – 15, some hope – some see this an addition – as Northern Kingdom was taken into exile in 722 by the Assyrians and lost its identity, but others think Amos is here painting a long term picture – doesn’t he seem to saying there is still a chance to seek the Lord? God, long term, is coming to assert his reign, and Amos felt it was worth preaching passionately to save some people for a new society.
Note though – it is not unconditional hope – subordinate to the exhortations of Amos, to seek God and live etc, their fulfilment depends on obedience to them. Amos then sets the salvation that Israel took for granted under the condition of the reform of her life in the light of the covenant – very important. Note in our words – theme of return.

A quote – atheist philosopher Nietzsche:
“Show me you are redeemed, and I will believe in your redeemer.”

Then let’s pick up some of Tutu’s quotes about being outside:

 “The prophets were seething in their condemnation, especially of the ostentatious religious celebrations which went hand in glove with a disregard for the welfare of the poor, the hungry, the marginalised, all who were the flotsam and jetsam of their societies. They had no one to speak up for them, and it was God who took up the cudgels on their behalf. You can imagine the impact of this on people used to being treated like scum.”
Where there is need, God can’t help stepping in on the side of those who are suffering.”
How do you react to these quotes? Where does the church speak up for those outside, or doesn’t it? Is God “on the side of the poor?”
Does the church stand up against injustice? Tutu tells the story of David and Nathan and Nathan’s role to put him right about injustice.

The Person in Community: part of a letter written pre the election by some C of E bishops
Our hope for a stronger politics of community is driven by the conviction, founded on experience and evidence, that individuals flourish best when they belong with confidence to networks of relationships, institutions and communities which extend well beyond the nuclear family but stop well short of the state or the corporation.
We are most human when we know ourselves to be dependent on others. That is something we first learn in families, if we are fortunate enough to experience the blessings of family life. And families are not only for children. They are also about making old age creative and happy. Nor are families completely self-contained units. They flourish best when there are networks of friendship, neighbourliness and mutual support around them.
 Our society celebrates the autonomy of individuals but does too little to acknowledge that dependency on others is what makes human beings social creatures.
Paradoxically, too much stress on the individual, and on the supposedly autonomous choices of the individual-as-consumer, has tended to diminish rather than enhance the moral significance of each unique person. It has led us to undervalue individuals who exhibit weakness, are dependent on others, or who try to live selflessly. When individuality is thought to stem from autonomy and freedom of choice, a particular image of the ideal individual – young, free, attractive, and materially comfortable – becomes the archetype against which everyone is measured and most are found wanting.

Most people, when asked, subscribe to some version of the idea that all people are created equal. Yet this is contradicted in the way that some categories of people are spoken about – people who are sick, disabled, terminally ill or otherwise unable to live the life that a consumer society celebrates; people who are unable to work, materially poor or mentally ill in ways which challenge “acceptable” ways of being unwell.
There is a deep contradiction in the attitudes of a society which celebrates equality in principle yet treats some people, especially the poor and vulnerable, as unwanted, unvalued and unnoticed. It is particularly counter-productive to denigrate those who are in need, because this undermines the wider social instinct to support one another in the community. For instance, when those who rely on social security payments are all described in terms that imply they are undeserving, dependent, and ought to be self-sufficient, it deters others from offering the informal, neighbourly support which could ease some of the burden of welfare on the state.
This is why it is important to move away from the focus on the individual to a richer narrative of the person in community.

Discuss!

What does it mean in practice to be outside? Do we as Christians need to live outside for a while to understand outside?
I was on North Dulwich station last night. I met a young woman who was shouting at the machine as they have away with real people because the machine had eaten her last money and she couldn’t renew her Oyster card and she started shouting at the machine saying it was the last straw for her. I bought her a ticket. We had a long conversation about being on benefit and what that means for her and her family. She told me what she would like to do to Mr Cameron. I suggested to her that going out to vote in May might be a better option that what she wanted to do. But she has a struggle every day, and she told me she doesn’t smoke or drink or go out, all of life is looking after her daughter and making ends meet.
How do we minister to the outside if we never go outside?

“It is only in some form of actual solidarity with the outsiders/sinners/little ones that we fully get the message of the Gospel. It is only then that we understand our own poor soul and its neediness.” Richard Rohr - Scripture as Liberation

Finally consider what it means for you that Jesus was crucified “outside a city wall” on a rubbish heap?


Thursday, 26 February 2015

A Lent Course part 1 - pondering worth


We are doing a Lent course in our Circuit based on Desmond Tutu's book "In God's Hands"- I have been asked to blog the sessions for those who cannot get to the actual meetings. 

Here is session one about worth. 

Is Lent about rediscovering God’s place in our lives and what we have to do as a result of that?
Is Lent about doing less church (I wish) and more God? I wish we could ban all business meetings in Lent and gather when we were to meet for business to do some serious thinking about God’s will for us and our response. Here is Janet Morley on Lent: "To keep Lent is to turn aside from the ordinary routines of our life in order to reflect; to notice what is going on, to detect what is really significant. It is to attend properly to what seems insignificant and might otherwise be missed, but is actually indicative of the whole direction of our unconscious priorities - so that these can be reconsidered. It is consciously to take a slice out of ordinary time, so as to understand how we use time overall."
I like these quotes from Pope Francis:
·       “The confessional is not a torture chamber, but the place in which the Lord's mercy motivates us to do better.”
·       "Fasting makes sense if it really chips away at our security and, as a consequence, benefits someone else, if it helps us cultivate the style of the good Samaritan, who bent down to his brother in need and took care of him."Both aspects of Lent – taking in God again and being equipped to take God in Jesus out. Remember Jesus’ 40 days of serious reflection before ministry. One Gospel says he was “driven” to this. 
Tutu invites us to rediscover the nature of God in whose hands we are every day.

Consider a time when you were told you were worth something, who showed you that and how were you shown. How did it make you feel?
Consider a time when you were told you were worthless, who told you that or make you feel like that. How did it make you feel?

Self-worth is a big issue in society today – a need to look better, achieve more, be the best we can be, a need to be loved by someone. Thousands of people in counselling sessions being told by someone that they are not loved anymore, devalued and not wanted. Lots of people are ill with depression – it is not a nice place to be, I have been there. Perhaps the biggest challenge in society is to convince people they matter – we will see in election manifestos very soon. You matter!
Churches opening up for community events are finding people coming to find something, the new encounter with church in whatever form is relational and on the edge but we need to work hard at those times. I met a very young Mum wanting her daughter baptised at Rye in July. I arrived and asked her why she wanted that. She told me her partner was the religious one and it is tradition. She told me she wasn’t really into it. I asked her what she thought about God. We ended up having a very deep discussion about acceptance and worth and love. I think I did more theology with that young Mum in an hour than in many church house groups. We start with people who have little self-worth and little idea of a God who can love you as you are.
Are you good at giving compliments or receiving them? Do we know the worth in this room? Often when people pass on we only know how much people were valued when we hear their eulogy. If we rediscovered our gifts, then the church would be very different, especially if we encouraged people to use them.  
A passage to ponder: Genesis 1: 26 - 31  

Some points from Tutu:
Everything God created is good – indeed, very good. Everything!
We are given dominion over all of creation. “That is why we were created, to be God’s viceroys, to be God’s stand ins. We should love, we should bear rule over the rest of creation as God would. We are meant to be caring in how we deal with the rest of God’s creation. God wants everything to flourish.”
“God asks us to be co-creators with God, to be those who promote flourishing, not promoting death.”
What does it mean for you to be made in the image of God?
What does it mean for you to be given dominion over the earth? What responsibilities does that bring to daily life? Think about where that goes wrong about worth.
Later Tutu goes on to talk about community being made if we believe not just we but everyone are made in the image of God. 
“If we really believed what we asserted – that each human being without exception is created in the image of God, and so is a God-carrier – then we would be appalled at any ill treatment of another human being, because it is not simply unjust but also, shockingly, blasphemous. It really is spitting in the face of God. “If we truly believed that we are each a God-carrier and a sanctuary of the Holy Spirit then we would not just greet each other by shaking hands, we would bow deeply as Buddhists do, or genuflect in front of each other: “The God in me greets the God in you.” Have we lost respect for each other today?

Does society enjoy putting people down? Discuss!
Think about finally what attracted you to Jesus? For me it was seeing someone who is into worth, building people up, giving people life, listening, engaging, transforming, never shunning people but giving them time. I wish I had more time to visit people in their homes, it is my biggest frustration. I tend only to visit those who have need and who ask me to go. I know other ministers who don’t do any of that. Our work must be relational first in the church.
We will grow again if people know we care about them and see them as much as we are made in the image of God. We are seeing it through work in Food Banks and Street Pastors and shelters and coffee shops and CAP etc etc.
Tutu ends the first chapter of the book reminding us that Jesus told a parable where he declared that we would be judged fit for heaven or hell, not by whether or not we prayed or went to church, but rather on this basis “in as much as you have done these things to the least of my sisters and brothers, you have done them to me.” Where is that Scripture in our church programme?

Note Irenaeus: “The glory of God is man fully alive.”

Wednesday, 18 February 2015

Ash Wednesday Reflection


Ash Wednesday - Carl Spitzweg

I found this picture the other day. It is by a German artist called Carl Spitzweg (February 5, 1808 – September 23, 1885) who was a German romanticist painter and poet. He called this picture “Ash Wednesday” “The end of Carnival” – there is a clown in a cell sitting in solitude.

What do you see as you look at the clown here? Yesterday, the clown was at a great big party. Remember in history and indeed in some parts of the world today, Shrove Tuesday was a day to party and eat to excess.  Traditionally, the Church encouraged people give up meat and fish, fats, eggs and cheese. Also at one point marriage ceremonies and sexual intercourse. Lent was to be a solemn time in church. Because of the ban on certain types of food, it became customary for people to use up their fats and eggs before Lent started by making pancakes. The famous Mardi Gras festivals of Rio de Janeiro and New Orleans thus stem from the same preparation for Lent, and getting rid of the forbidden foods. Pancake Tuesday is known as Carnivale in Italy which comes from the Latin for ‘goodbye to the flesh’. So is the clown sad that all of that is over for him?

Some people see Lent as a miserable time to refrain from doing things. Many people with no faith whatsoever will give things up in these weeks, alcohol, cigarettes, chocolate, things they enjoy but they know are bad for them, only to take them up again on Easter Sunday.

I wonder if the clown is thinking hard about life sitting in isolation in his cell here. What happened the night before? Perhaps he has made some mistakes, has some regrets, needs some time out to recover. I think we need those times in life when if everything seems overwhelming, we simply take time out on our own, in silence, to refocus and regain strength. I am trying to have a half hour walk every day as it is incredibly busy at the moment for me but when it is very hectic, simply taking time away from the busyness gives you space to breathe, to think, to consider your response, to offer the worries and demands to God. Perhaps we need some spiritual space right now before we rush on and make any more decisions. Don’t we need to wait on God and think on him a bit more? A good start to Lent would be a commitment to do that.

Perhaps the clown is praying quietly before God – I note his arms are crossed and his head is bowed. Perhaps he is a faithful servant of God, trying to respond to God the best he can. The lectionary passage for Ash Wednesday is all about quiet response and devotion.  “Whenever you pray, go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you”, says Jesus. I know people who like to tell me how wonderful they are as Christians, how their church would fall down without them. One of the biggest scraps I’ve had in ministry was an argument over who should sit on the top table at a harvest supper. They didn’t like it that I refused to sit on it and then I abolished it. Some of us like to be noticed and we like others to know our importance and our piety and our busy diary and we like to be noticed. I’ve been to some quite scary prayer meetings outside my comfort zone, lots of shouting by the prayer warrior at the front, intercessory prayers shared in prayer meetings where people try to pray better and longer than the last person who prayed. Jesus is not into any of that show. Go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in secret.” I hope you have a room where you do that, a special space, a space apart in your house, or somewhere special you go, so it is just you and your God.


Jesus doesn't say 'don't fast,' 'don't pray,' 'don't give alms.' No, he says, 'when you ..., when you give alms, when you pray, when you fast.' Do these things and more, but don't do them ostentatiously. Be quiet about them and you'll find that some of the quiet of God will rub off on you! Do something. There's wisdom in taking something on in Lent; in giving something up in Lent; and in giving more away in Lent, but that wisdom isn't found in show and flamboyance. It's found in a quite blessedness - 'and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.'

The most powerful bit of the picture for me is the light. The clown is basked in light. God’s light is upon him. Perhaps he has made some mistakes, perhaps he is quietly looking for a new beginning, perhaps he is tired from partying or from life, perhaps he needs the isolation, perhaps the darkness of the world is too much and he needs to be reminded of the presence of God right there. When we close to God in our devotional life, quietly, we are told he will reward us. We are special in his sight.

I went to the cinema on my day off on Monday. I was in the queue heading for Shaun the Sheep but for some reason when I got to the girl with the tickets I asked for one for Selma, the story of Martin Luther King leading a peaceful protest march in rural Alabama about equal voting rights for black and white people. There was a march in Selma in 1965 where black people were brutally attacked for daring to protest. Later hundreds of white people joined another march, some of them were attacked for being there too. Eventually, the protest movement convinced President Johnson to change the law. The film is very powerful, its message is deeply spiritual, that God loves everyone, and God calls us to make a difference where things are not aligned with his Kingdom. Throughout the film is a confidence in God, who will have the last word because we matter to him.

It is only by basking in the light that we store up courage to face the darkness. That’s where this clown is. Basking in the light. We need a good dollop of light to shine to go back into the world and live. We need a good dollop of light in order to be renewed. We need a good dollop of light to remind ourselves that God will reward us. Lent I think reminds us that in the end it is not about us, or anything we have done, it is about what God has done for us. We need to be reminded of that. We are special people, we are people special to God, we are people special enough for God’s son Jesus to die for us.

This year on Ash Wednesday at our Circuit Service, we did not do the ashing, we instead sat in silence together in our inner room to consider our lives, our response, our devotion, and God’s amazing love for us. I asked the 15 people present these questions:

We might have some hard times ahead. What happens to this clown in the end, do you think? Is he renewed to carry on having had a period of reflection? Art can be interpreted in many ways. What do you need God to say to you today, and be reminded of today? What are you needing space away from? Can you get rid of your problem or move away from it, or respond to it after some space? What light is shining in your cell right now? How will the Lenten journey be for you?

I am glad I found this picture. I think I am reminded at the end of these reflections on it of the poem by R S Thomas:

Moments of great calm,
Kneeling before an altar
Of wood in a stone church In summer, waiting for the God  
To speak; the air a staircase 
For silence; the sun’s light  
Ringing me, as though I acted 
A great rĂ´le. And the audiences  
Still; all that close throng
Of spirits waiting, as I,
For the message.
 Prompt me, God;
But not yet. When I speak,  
Though it be you who speak  
Through me, something is lost.  
The meaning is in the waiting.

Exhausted, guilty, exasperated, in the dark, needing space, where are you in this picture?


I pray for a Lent of quiet understanding where we all rediscover we matter and that God never lets us go, no matter what.