Saturday 23 April 2022

Sabbatical blog 14: Sacred space in Easter week



So I have had my penultimate week of this sabbatical. I wanted this week to see how sacred space inspires you to keep finding that peace you’ve encountered while away from the daily grind. When I’m back at work I need to find peace amongst the demands on my time and energy. 

Holy Island after Easter Sunday for me became more peaceful. The hoards still come as tourists walking at you like a swarm of locusts, but when the tide goes in the place becomes deeply spiritual and gives you a calm within you it is hard to describe.



Evening Prayer this week with just a few of us, has been a special time. The lectionary has reminded us post Easter of the marvellous works of God and his power. On Monday we had Psalm 135 where Og was smited! “He struck down many nations and killed mighty kings -Sihon  king of the Amorites, Og king of Bashan, and all the kings of Canaan and he gave their land as an inheritance, an inheritance to his people Israel.” Then on Wednesday, we recited Psalm 105: “Give praise to the Lord, proclaim his name; make known among the nations what he has done.”



Holy Island when the tide goes in is the most peaceful and sacred spot we know. We spent a long time one evening this week on the causeway watching the sky post sunset. To walk along the causeway alone in silence was amazing. I’ve always come here to find peace and this visit has given me lots of it again. We both love the beach by St Cuthberts Isle. I proposed to Lis on it on a very cold November day! Cuthbert found peace on it retreating from a busy ministry on the island. The island is connected to Lindisfarne at low tide in the same way Lindisfarne is connected to the mainland, but it is an island at high tide. It was here, within sight of the main island, that Cuthbert first attempted living as a hermit. He soon realized it was still too close to Lindisfarne; monks could still shout over to him. After that he went to Inner Farne, where no one had ever stayed for long.



I wanted this week to see what Inner Farne was like so I booked a Farne Islands boat trip on Wednesday from Seahouses. I wasn’t expecting the sea fret to be so thick you couldn’t see a thing! Allegedly we passed seabirds and seals as we went round the islands! You could see a bit more on Inner Farne. Cuthbert spent over 10 years living as a hermit on Inner Farne and was on the island when, in 684, he was informed he had been elected Bishop of Lindisfarne. Cuthbert had moved to the island in 676 and died there in 687. 



Even just spending an hour on Inner Farne, I got a small glimpse of what being there as a hermit might be like. The island is bleak apart from an unbelievable number of puffins! It’s now run by the National Trust and rangers live five days out of seven a week there. We were told they’ve no running water but they do have 4G! 



This week I’ve spent time trying to walk in the footsteps of some of the Northumbrian saints. How did they find peace and bring the sacred to what was a pagan environment? On Tuesday I wanted to visit the church at Chester le Street. 

On 8 June 793, the Vikings came to Lindisfarne. The monks at the priory were unprepared and some were killed and younger ones sold as slaves. The priory was partly burnt down. In the 9th century, there was a gradual movement of precious things to the mainland. Lindisfarne was abandoned in 875. The body of Cuthbert with other treasures which had survived the Viking attacks were carried by the monks onto the mainland. This amazing piece of modern scripture can be seen under the Cuthbert window in St Mary’s Church on Holy Island.



For over 100 years the travellers settled at Chester le Street. I never realised they stayed that long. It’s also said that in fear of further attack they look Cuthbert inland to Ripon, before finally arriving at Durham, where his remains now rest. 



Attached to the church in Chester le Street is what was an anchorage, one of the few surviving to this day and described as the most complete example of its kind in England. It was created by blocking off one corner of a church in the late 14th century, with an extra room added externally in the 16th century. Originally it was on two levels, but the floor was removed at some point to allow more space and light. From 1383 to 1547 it was occupied by six anchorites, each walled in to the anchorage for life, able to watch services through a squint into the church. Imagine that! 

Alas we haven’t spotted the church and anchorage shut at 12.30pm. We arrived at 12.33 and didn’t see either! 



We visited Finchale Priory, just north of Durham on Tuesday lunchtime. It owes its origin to St. Godric, who was born about 1070. After years of travel as a sailor, merchant and pilgrim, he felt called to the solitary life. He eventually settled at Finchale, where he lived to about 100. About 25 years after his death his hermitage became a priory and by the 14th century it was serving as a holiday retreat for monks from Durham.

I didn’t find Finchale very sacred. The ruined nave was full of screaming children and people sunbathing eating hot dogs bought from a kiosk opposite. I’m all for multi use of sacred space, but…



Tuesday was made better with what will be a highlight of this sabbatical. I wasn’t expecting Ushaw College to be quite so mind blowing! From 1808 to 2011 the college was a major seminary for the training of Roman Catholic priests. It rehoused the Roman Catholic “English College” known as the Douai, founded in 1568, which had been based in France but forced to leave there in 1795 following the French Revolution. The college closed in 2011 when there was just one trainee priest left. 



An article in the Northern Echo tells us that the college is a hidden gem, surrounded by seclusion. It is tucked away in mature countryside about five miles west of Durham city, hidden by physical barriers of trees, walls and gatehouses which are a response to the centuries of persecution endured by Catholics.

In the 1790s, Catholicism might have been tolerated but it was still viewed by the authorities with suspicion, and so the new college was designed to look uncontroversially like a Georgian country house so that it didn’t attract too much unwanted attention. Its chapel, therefore, was undemonstratively tucked away at the back.

The Roman Catholic Relief Act of 1829 formally ended the centuries of discrimination, and Ushaw responded by making a big, in-yer-face statement of the Catholics’ arrival. With student numbers growing, in 1844, the college’s fifth president, Monsignor Charles Newsham, employed Augustus Pugin – the hottest architect in the country after his success with the Houses of Parliament and Big Ben in the fashionable mock Gothic style – to build a proper place of worship on the front of the building. 



Pugin didn’t disappoint, creating a remarkably grand, richly decorated but ultimately peaceful chapel.” 

There are thirteen others, all awesome! The college is now owned by Durham University and is open to visitors. I will be back.  



From Ushaw, we went to find the delightful church at Heavenfield. St Oswald’s Church is on the site believed to be the location where King Oswald raised a large wooden cross and called his troops to pray before the battle of Heavenfield in 633. 


On the battle site there is now a tranquil hilltop  church you have to walk through a field of sheep to get to. It’s been a place of prayer and pilgrimage for centuries. I was glad to find it. 



On Thursday, we discovered Brinkburn Priory, a surprise at the bottom of a long, wooded track. The history of Brinkburn Priory dates back to 1135, when William Bertram of Mitford established an Augustinian priory in a loop of the River Coquet, in secluded, deeply wooded countryside. According to surviving documents the new priory was a daughter house of 'St Mary de Insula', which probably referred to the priory at Pentney, Norfolk. We had the priory to ourselves. It was quite damp as was the Manor House next to it riddled with dry rot. The site is now managed by English Heritage. The manager made us very welcome. I’m not sure she gets many visitors and we spent quite a bit in her little shop! 



On the way back to Holy Island, it was nice to discover Alnmouth and to find the little Methodist chapel up a tiny lane. One of my friends becomes its minister in September. 



Our final trips this week were on Saturday. We began by visiting St Aidan’s Church in Bamburgh. There has been worship on this site since 635 when St Aidan of Iona was invited by King Oswald of Northumbria to bring Christianity to his kingdom. St Aidan is said to have died here in AD 651 whilst leaning against a forked timber beam that supported the outside wall of his church. That beam now forms part of the tower roof and is the only part of the 7th century church to survive. Since it survived at least two fires the beam became an object of veneration and was said to have miraculous healing properties.



The spot where Aidan is said to have died is commemorated by a shrine within the present church, built in the late 12th century as part of a monastic cell of Augustinian monks. 



Then we went to find the churches in Ford and Etal. The church at Ford is massive, clearly having been supported by the neighbouring castle. It had an interesting way of interacting with the poor…



The church at Etal was simpler. Both are set in very well heeled villages! 



It’s been good to be able to be based for another week on Holy Island. I’ve found being here towards the end of sabbatical helpful. I don’t though want to leave. It always feels like coming home when we visit. The place where we’ve mostly stayed over the last few years has been a place of sanctuary for us. The owners are moving into it in the autumn so this has been our last stay in it. You can’t get closer to the church!



We ended the week on the beach which was lovely. I can’t believe I’m about to begin my last week of this journey. What will be our story when others read of us one day? Will we have been as courageous as the saints of old or as close to God as them? They brought the Gospel to people who’d never heard it. We have that same challenge in our age. What sort of church will there be beyond us? I guess that’s up to us. The saints of Northumbria knew those marvellous works and they were compelled to share them because they knew God was at work. Holy Island especially for me is a reminder of God being there. Being here this and last week has to inspire me to try to get my churches to look up and around and see him again. As a poem I found here years ago says “you didn’t come here to get away, you came here in order to go back.” 









A place of worship was founded on this site of the present church in 635 by Saint Aidan.  St Aidan was called to Bamburgh from Iona by King Oswald to establish Christianity in his newly united kingdom of Northumbria.

No trace of that wooden building can be now be seen - other than perhaps a beam in the Baptistery.  Tradition has it that thsi is the beam that St Aidan was leaning against when he died and it is said to have miraculously survived two fires.

The site of St Aidan's death is marked by a simple shrine within the present church.  The church building that is now seen dates from the end of the 12th century










Sunday 17 April 2022

Sabbatical blog 13: Sacred space in Holy Week part 3 - Easter emerging towards us



Easter weekend on Holy Island… on Saturday the place was heaving. Every cafe was full and I gather one of the shops took more in takings in one day than it would normally in July or August. I wonder what makes people come here in large numbers? 


The world thinks Easter began on Friday and the next day is Easter Saturday. In recent years, having discovered the spirituality of Holy Saturday, the day before Easter, Easter always begins for me when least expected, in hard waiting times and times of grief when I think all might be lost. Easter begins in the dark and in anticipation that what happened on Friday just might not be the end. Easter begins with holding on to hope even where it feels hopeless. 


Biblically speaking, the Gospels infer that nothing happens on the first Holy Saturday. Jesus was in the tomb and the disciples and women were no doubt grieving through a very quiet Sabbath, hidden away from the authorities whom they no doubt thought would be at the door first thing Sunday morning (Sunday being the first century Jewish equivalent of Monday for us).



 

Most churches skip the commemoration of Holy Saturday, but this year it seemed especially relevant. The first followers of Jesus were in a state of limbo–caught between the events of Good Friday and an uncertain future, and so are many in the world this weekend. 

 

We can learn a lot from those who take Holy Saturday as an Easter beginning as seriously as the other days of Holy Week. Some traditions begin the Easter vigil on Saturday, looking toward Sunday, while others simply wait quietly for the Easter dawn. I have done both here which I will come to in a bit.  The Eastern Orthodox tradition, however, takes a more active theological viewpoint–that Jesus not only is in the grave but that he also descends into Hades or hell to liberate those who have died. 




On Holy Saturday, the disciples of Jesus surely descended into their own kind of hell–one to which anyone who has lost a loved one to death can relate. The finality and wrenching silence of death strikes fear in us. The silence of Holy Saturday reminds us powerfully that death isn’t something to be circumvented or avoided.

 

We need to go through a Saturday of death, recognising its power, before we can realize the power of a Sunday of resurrection, when death is defeated. We know that the dawn will still break the darkness, the tomb will be empty, and Christ will have broken death’s power. Much of the world still lives on Holy Saturday, poised between the pain of the cross and the hope of resurrection. We weep with those who weep, and sit with those who have no tears left to cry. We rage at injustice and the way it so often seems to triumph.  


I like the way the Church of England reflection for Saturday puts it: “With all of creation, we cry out ‘Lord, have mercy’, and wait for God to meet us in pain and despair, and lead us into a future we can barely imagine.”




I chose to spend Saturday afternoon quietly walking round the Priory here on Lindisfarne. Since 635, when Aidan founded the first monastery, prayers have been offered for peace and hope year after year after year. There was a community at the Priory until 1537. Now it is a place where pilgrims come and today it felt a place amongst the tourists of solace and space to seek what God might be planning to do with me next. Contemplating return from sabbatical is hard. 




One of my favourite verses of Scripture seems to sum up the belief that in our pain, God might do something. It’s from the Benedictus in Luke chapter 1: 


“In the tender compassion of our God, the dawn from on high shall break upon us, to shine on those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet into the way of peace.” It’s a verse that constantly reminds me of the nature of God who breaks into our lives when we need him. Easter might well come with exuberance but maybe it also comes with quiet assurance. 




The Easter vigil on Saturday evening is now an important part of my spiritual journey. Methodists don’t generally do it! We gathered on St Cuthbert’s beach where the paschal candle was lit from the fire we stood round. 




We then followed the candle into a darkened church and the service went through a series of readings reminding us of God’s saving work in history culminating in the resurrection of Jesus. Before I started doing Holy Saturday properly it never occurred to me Jesus rose in the dark of the night. It was the first time I did an Easter vigil very strange to sing Christ the Lord is risen today about 9pm on Saturday!




So to Easter Sunday. What is the Easter message this year? Well, I went to three services - dawn on the Heugh at 5.30am; a Book of Common Prayer Eucharist at 8am and a Festal Eucharist at 10.45am - then I had a sleep!!


Doing Saturday and then seeing Easter emerge this year has left me with three thoughts. First, that God’s way of new life is stronger than any death we might face. We read Psalm 118 on Saturday night after the church was lit again and we had celebrated Jesus had risen.


Give thanks to the Lord,

for he is good,

for his mercy endures forever.

Let the house of Israel say,

“His mercy endures forever.” 

The right hand of the Lord has struck with power;

the right hand of the Lord is exalted.

I shall not die, but live, and declare the works

of the Lord. 

The stone which the builders rejected

has become the cornerstone. By the Lord has this

been done; it is wonderful in our eyes.


Whatever we face, it cannot destroy us.




Then in the early morning of Sunday, an awareness we have to wait for God’s right time to remind us he is there even in the darkness. The sun was meant to rise just before 6am on Sunday morning. It did, of course, but behind a cloud. Most of the folk who gathered for the dawn service went home a bit disappointed they hadn’t seen the sun. I went down to the harbour as I was convinced there would be a break in the clouds if I was patient enough. 




At just after 6.30am, the sun appeared like a orange filling of a black sandwich. The orange reflected on the water below it. I had an Easter theophany, standing in silence on my own. It was as if God was reminding me it’s all going to be okay. 


I’m having a huge wobble about returning to work soon because I don’t know what’s been happening in my absence or whether people will want me back. I’ve barely started in my appointment due to the pandemic and I don’t feel I’ve made much difference and bits of my patch are struggling with little energy. It was as if this Sunday morning God was wanting me to wait for his reassurance of light amidst the darkness and uncertainty. He has a right time to speak to us and we might miss it or think it isn’t going to happen if we don’t just wait. Amazingly the orange glow disappeared soon after I’d been in awe of it, but just a moment was enough.




Then finally I guess Easter this year has been about remembering everyone matters. We renewed our baptism vows in the service both on Saturday night and in the 10.45 one on Sunday morning. We renounced the devil! We promised again to follow because Jesus has come and found us again like he found Mary in the garden. He has again called us by name. 


It’s been heartening to hear a lot of sermons on Easter Sunday state that sending refugees to Rwanda is contrary to the nature of God. The promise of new life is for all, we cannot choose who we help find new life out of their dire circumstances, Jesus has risen for all, not just some. So that affects how we do things. Easter reminds us we need to be inclusive and inviting and radical in our love. Whoever we are, we get to begin again when it all felt hopeless. 




What’s the Easter message for Ukraine or those still getting Covid or living in poverty or becoming refugees or struggling to keep the church going or facing some personal challenge? God knows us and our story – the pain and struggle, the joy and the celebration – and offers forgiveness and love more than we could ever imagine. It’s okay reading the John account of the resurrection in the Bible to tell Jesus why we are weeping! 




I have this Holy Week seen anew how much darkness there is in the passion of Jesus.  Lis and I lit some candles in St Mary’s Church after the service at lunchtime on Sunday. One for someone who has been bereaved, one each for three elderly friends who are faithful Christian souls who now can’t get to church and one each for ourselves to ask we find light in whatever we face ahead - and to thank God we met on Holy Island six years ago tomorrow.  

On Saturday night and at the Eucharists on Sunday morning we lit the Easter candle. The small flame speaks of Christ’s light and love which will never be overcome by darkness or even death, however powerful or overwhelming or crushing the darkness might sometimes seem. Surely that’s the Easter Gospel. When we think all is lost, the love of God shown in the crucified and risen Christ finds us. It’s an amazing, peaceful, calm pastoral process - and when we know we are enfolded in resurrection light we can truly say “The Lord is risen! He is risen indeed.”








Friday 15 April 2022

Sabbatical blog 12: Sacred space in Holy Week part 2 - Good Friday



I’m in bits after Good Friday worship. 

I have never understood how anyone who says they are Christian can miss out this day. I’ve had to tell people that Jesus has to rise from something and without darkness there can be no light. Missing out the brutality and horror of this day is to leave out half the story. We cannot interact with a bloody and selfish world if we cannot stand in that world ourselves. 

Sharing Good Friday worship on Holy Island today was a very moving experience in which I was ministered to simply by listening from my pew. Two things happened…

First, we sang “There is a green hill far away” and the line “without a city wall.” We remember today Jesus was crucified outside the city. “Without” is old language for that. Although the Bible never calls the place of Jesus’s death a hill, Jesus was taken to Golgotha, meaning the place of a skull, which some believe refers to the fact that it may have had the appearance of a skull when viewed from a short distance, thus making it a hill; also, it was believed to be outside the city since the soldiers "led him out to crucify Him.” 



I started thinking about those who are “without” this Good Friday:

The victims of war and bloodshed in Ukraine.
The poor souls fleeing places in fear thinking crossing the Channel might bring hope.
Those still worried about Covid when everyone else thinks it’s over.
Those labelled as different so we push them away.
Those daring to speak out and ridiculed because others don’t want their boat rocking.
Those who need care surrounded by people who don’t take time to meet with them.
These are “without” - “without” hope, concern, care, and love. A lot of society wants to forget that they exist. 

Nadia Bolz-Weber in “Accidental Saints” reminds us that “on some level, although we can’t handle the pain of acknowledging it, Good Friday happens every day.”

It is good news that Jesus is crucified “without a city wall.” Remember criminals of his day were left to rot on a rubbish tip on a gibbet, as an example to those who might dare cause trouble in a volatile place. The power of the Romans was power that set out to suppress any revolution emerging. Putting Jesus on a cross “without a city wall” was an attempt to get rid of him and to purge his story from their midst. 



That Jesus is “without” means he is one with those who are there today. My mind wandered in church to a prayer from one of my Iona books of prayers back home:

“We see Christ crucified still - today.
Where the hungry cry for food,
die for food,
though there's plenty.
Where people are yelled at,
Jeered at -
bricks through their windows
because their skin isn't white, isn't right.
Where abuse and rape occur 
where gay men are beaten up,
where lust kills love -
I see him crucified still.

I see Christ crucified still - today.
where wars scar people, lands,
God's hands
the endless killing politics of hate.
Where the cry for justice
is unheard, oppressed, beaten down
by cold, world systems.
Where power comes first,
where religion twists faith,
where fear kills trust
I see him crucified still.

I see Christ crucified still - today:
where creation's fabric shreds,
is bled,
by 'must have now', 'must use'.
Where earth's beauty is destroyed.
Where trees burn,
where water poisons,
where greed kills need
I see him crucified still.
And I try - a little
to stem the deadly tide
as I give - a little,
write to those in power - a little,
take my bottles to the bottle bank,
and try to love as he said;
try to love - a little.

O God, for all these crucifixions may there one day be resurrection.



I was still thinking about “without” when the service became even more powerful. We were told we were going to watch a film of the Stations of the Cross for Ukraine. I sat in disbelief for half an hour as the fourteen stations were accompanied by graphic images and stories of people in Ukraine facing indescribable suffering and for some crucified, seeing death and destruction all around them. It was a hard watch. Several stories used the word “hell.” And a phrase used again and again got to me:

“Lord, give us the faithfulness to not look away.”

It is the good news of Good Friday that Jesus is not just “without” but that in his cross and his giving to us he does not look away. He hangs, bloodied and battered about and looks on the Ukraines and the asylum seekers (who thought of the idea to send them to Rwanda? It’s just nonsense and barbaric!) He looks on the marginalised and the despised, the frightened and the hopeless, the victims of injustice and those who don’t know where to turn to cope with their burdens. He never looks away. 

His challenge to me this Good Friday is to think more about those “without a city wall” and to look more intently on them and to work their restoration and healing. And to help my churches as I return to work in two weeks and two days time to refocus to do this too. 



I’m in bits after Good Friday worship. But I wait for the dawn. And I remember this year, perhaps more than any other year, I have a Saviour who is crucified and risen. 

Lamb of God, you take away the sin of the world,
have mercy on us.
Lamb of God, you take away the sin of the world,
have mercy on us.
Lamb of God, you take away the sin of the world,
grant us peace.









Thursday 14 April 2022

Sabbatical blog 11: Sacred space in Holy Week part 1



So my sabbatical journey has arrived at Holy Week. I feel there’s a lot to write this week, so I think I’ll share three blogs this week rather than my usual weekly one. 

While I was in Hereford, it was good to read some of the weekly reflections shared on the cathedral’s Facebook page. I think this prayer, written by Sarah Brown, the Dean, is a helpful introduction to the theology of this week. We need to ask ourselves what sort of God are we showing as we go about our work. 

“May I become at all times, both now and forever, a protection for those without protection; a guide for those who have lost their way; a ship for those with oceans to cross; a bridge for those with rivers to cross; a sanctuary for those in danger; a lamp for those without light; a place of refuge for those who lack shelter; and a servant to all in need.”

Jesus enters in this week the fullness of humanity and its emotions. He empties himself and I think a church is judged by how much it can make a difference, suffering with the world it claims to serve. In Holy Week, let’s ask ourselves - are we a compassionate community - literally, suffering with those who who share sacred space with us. 



On Palm Sunday, we found ourselves in Wales and we went to worship at St Woolas Cathedral in Newport. The Dean, Ian Black, used to be in Peterborough so it was good to see him in his current role. The Eucharist was for me deeply moving. Ian spoke in his sermon about the nature of Jesus’ leadership and our tendency to be armchair activists when it comes to putting the wrong in the world right. I spent most of the service meditating on the wire rood of the crucified Jesus hanging above the chancel. It was installed in 2020. Ian wrote in the cathedral newsletter for April that we live in a culture which sees Good Friday as another day, and we have a sanitised faith which jumps from Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday without passing through the passion of the cross. “We want Easter without the pain, but such a faith has nothing to say to the darker sides of life.”



It was a privilege to worship with the community in Newport. We were made very welcome. Afterwards sitting outside we chatted to two folk who were getting some air in the sun. They live in a hostel which one of them described as a prison. It felt good to say to them the cathedral outside which they sat might genuinely help them.



On Palm Sunday afternoon, we went to choral Evensong at Salisbury Cathedral, another new cathedral for me. We were shown to a seat in the nave, but the service was in the quire. The guide told us we would hear from where we were. We couldn’t! She was rather bemused when I asked for a hymn book and a prayer book. We weren’t meant to take part nor understand what was going on. It was a bizarre experience. The cathedral also felt very dark. I’m not sure we will be going back! I wish I’d gone to look round Edward Heath’s house opposite instead! 



Monday found us in Poole at the Guildhall for my cousin’s wedding. It was interesting to listen to the words of a civil ceremony where God isn’t mentioned. I was pleased to be asked to bless Jenny and Roger’s marriage at the reception in a pub at Sturminster Marshall afterwards and we had a very happy family time. It’s very rare I see my cousins and it’s usually at funerals! 



The rest of Holy Week and then Easter Week is being spent on Holy Island. Holy Island has very much been my most important sacred space since I first went on retreat there in 2009. I met Lis on Holy Island in April 2016, proposed to her on the beach in November 2016 and the day after our wedding in March 2017 we had our marriage blessed in St Mary’s Church, a place where we realised we both “get” the spirituality of the island. It will be really good to do the passion and Easter story here again. I did it while off sick in 2019 and wasn’t expecting to have a chance to do it again before retirement. 



Maundy Thursday saw me visit three churches on the mainland. Holy Trinity with St Mary is in Berwick-upon-Tweed. It is a rare example of a parish church built during Oliver Cromwell’s Commonwealth. Consequently it has no tower, spire or bells and as it was built in Puritan times it is very plain and simple inside. 



Then I called in the little church at Ancroft, which is an eleventh century church and is really beautiful. The priest in charge is Charlotte Osborn. Leo, her husband, is a former President of the Conference and I know them from Leo’s time as minister in Oakham. I also called into another of Charlotte’s churches in Lowick, but have no pictures as my phone battery died as I went up the path to it!



This first of my Holy Week blogs ends with the Maundy Thursday service in St Mary’s on Holy Island. There are so many things to think about as we remember Jesus’ last night before his death. I was struck by the symbolism of the stripping of the altar more than anything else this year. It looked  empty, naked, bare.

Each of us knows what it is to be that empty. There are times when life suddenly strips us bare. We get the awful phone call, a betrayal is exposed, death strikes out of the blue. Other times, the stripping happens to us through hard stuff after hard stuff coming:  the barrage of devastating news stories, bouts of insomnia, chronic health issues, that same old argument erupting yet again. All those things drain away our energy and joy.

We know what it is to stand bare like the altar, empty like trees in winter. Jesus knows what it is to be stripped bare. He was betrayed – his friend denied knowing him. Before his death, Jesus was stripped and beaten. He even felt forsaken by God. Jesus knows what it is to have relationships, dignity, and life itself stripped away.


When so much can be stripped away from us, our instincts are to preserve what we have, to secure our life and our energy. Yet on this night, by his own example, Jesus calls us to a different way of being – to cease our futile efforts to preserve ourselves and to instead give ourselves freely to one another. That’s the power of the Christian Gospel. In a week where we’ve had to look at leaders and question their honesty and integrity yet again, and in a week where we think it okay to send desperate people in peril on the sea looking for hope a one way ticket to Rwanda, we need to be challenged by a different way. I’m glad to see this Methodist statement: 

“People are not a problem to be dealt with, but are individuals with inherent value and dignity made in the image of God. Sending some of the most vulnerable people in the world thousands of miles away to be imprisoned does not respect this dignity.”



Perhaps as folk stripped the altar on Holy Island this Maundy Thursday, the words they chose we sing as it happened help explain the gulf between Christ like and human like sacrificial loving and leading…

Sing, my tongue, the Saviour’s glory,                   Of his flesh the myst'ry sing:                               Of the Blood, all price exceeding,                   Shed by our immortal King,                       Destined for the world’s redemption,              From a noble womb to spring.

Of a pure and spotless virgin
Born for us on earth below,
He, as man, with us conversing,
Stayed, the seeds of truth to sow;
Then he closed in solemn order
Wondrously his life of woe.

On the night of that last supper,
Seated with his chosen band,
He, the Paschal victim eating,
First fulfills the Law’s command;
Then as food, to the disciples
Gives himself with his own hand.

Word made flesh, the bread of nature
By his word to flesh he turns;
Wine into his blood he changes:
What though sense no change discerns?
Only be the heart in earnest,
Faith its lesson quickly learns.

Down in adoration falling,
This great sacrament we hail;
Over ancient forms of worship
Newer rites of grace prevail;
Faith tells us that Christ is present,
When our human senses fail.

To the everlasting Father,
And the Son who made us free,
And the Spirit, God proceeding
From them each eternally,
Be salvation, honour, blessing,
Might and endless majesty.